[Verse 1:]
    Story of my life
    searching for the right
    but it keeps avoiding me
    Sorrow in my soul
    'cause it seems that wrong
    really loves [bad word]     He's more than a man
    and this is more than love
    the reason that the sky is blue
    The coulds are rollin' in
    because I'm gone again
    and to him I just can't be [bad word] 
    [Bridge:]
    And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
    and it kills him inside
    To know that I am happy with some other guy
    I can see him dying

    [bad word] ]
    I don't want to do this anymore
    I don't want to be the reason why
    Everytime I walk out the door
    I see him die a little more inside
    I don't want to hurt him anymore
    I don't want to take away his life
    I don't want to be... a murderer

    [Verse 2:]
    I feel it in the air
    as I'm doin' my hair
    preparing for another day
    kiss upon my cheek
    as he reluctantly
    as if I'm gonna be out late
    I say "I won't be long. Just hangin' with the girls."
    lie I didn't have to tell
    Because we both know
    where I'm about to go
    and we know it very well

    [Bridge:]
    'Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
    and it kills him inside
    To know that I am happy with some other guy
    I can see him dying

    [bad word] ]
    I don't want to do this anymore
    I don't want to be the reason why
    Everytime I walk out the door
    I see him die a little more inside
    I don't want to hurt him anymore
    I don't want to take away his life
    I don't want to be... a murderer

    [Breakdown - Verse 3:]
    Our love
    his [bad word]     I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
    Get it over with
    I don't want to do this
    anymore
    whoa-oooh
    anymore...

    [bad word] ]
    And I don't want to do this anymore
    I don't want to be the reason why
    And everytime I walk out the door
    I see him die a little more inside
    And I don't want to hurt him anymore
    I don't want to take away his life
    I don't want to be... a murderer - oh

    murderer

    No, no, no, yeah, yeah