So unhappy but I decided to lie
The [bad word] was too much for my mother’s pride
Cause she was so young, so blind to see
I’m drifting away like a boat on the sea
Drowning her sorrow in a glass of champagne
And I suddenly I was the one to blame
For all the mistakes she has done in the past
I missed out so much growing too fast

I will always be torn by memories of a childhood dream
Forever she will regret the mother she could have been
You will never again be there for me when I turn 18
If we could see, we’ll never be, a family

Walked out of my life when I was 6 years old
My father was nothing but distant and cold
As fast as the day goes from rise till dawn
He walked out the door and never came home
Nothing has changed as the time has gone by
I’m still a mistake in my father’s life
Few years ago, when the cards have been played
He reached out to me, but it was too late...

I will always be torn by memories of my childhood dream
For always she will regret the mother she could have been
You will never again be there for me when I turn 18
If we could see we'll never be

If we could see we'll never be

I will always be torn by memories of my childhood dream
For always she will regret the mother she could have been
You will never again be there for me when I turn 18
If we could see we'll never be

I will always be torn by memories of my childhood dream
For always she will regret the mother she could have been
You will never again be there for me when I turn 18
If we could see we'll never be a family