sittin in my bedroom reading [bad word] 
everybodys with their girl it makes me vomit 
 my body and my brain [bad word] on top ramen 
 im laying watching anime cuss i failed college 
 im 
 not 
 home 
 I cant sleep but i keep trying 
 watch tv and dream of dying 
 sittin in my bathroom reading [bad word] 
 get my medication from the local shaman 
 my stereo is [bad word] old 
 and xbox wont refund this [bad word] 
 i feel trapped and so alone 
 and all the world is making me sick