Hold on to the snippets of [bad word] No Matter How Hard You Try 
You will find only a disappointment 

Look at the open door 
That was always locked along time
So Try to get there but remember
You do [bad word] back anymore

Every breath of life Has been destroyed
(of your life)
Suicide is not an option on your way

Think about your soul 
How to save your prayers
When nothing is sure...

These troubles is nothing
Сompared what awaits you there
You'll regret, i'll try to save your life

Look look into mirror 
Your face exudes disease

Why do you always ask me for more
Everything is a useless
I do not expect to see you again 
I'm gone because I constantly scared here ... 
So I am alone right here
In my dreams i ll be waiting for you

In my dreams i ll be waiting for you
I can not wait so long
Betray and humiliate me again (I know) 
It something wrong with you

It so long life without you
I am just waiting for you