I won't be chained to the earth

I feel cheated, so I cheat myself

I feel defeated, so I defeat myself

Drown your sorrows again and again

Push away and deny this misery

These feelings and instincts remain

I'm [bad word] to pull myself from my grave

Let me be the one with the infinite

Let me be the one

Let me be the one with the infinite

I won't be chained to the earth

I just need the will

To suppress the urge

I can't suppress the urge

I've built so many barriers

I'm healing to suffer again

Time has given me no remorse

Spiritually [bad word] 
Just give me the grace to oppose this sin

Haunted by the things I've done

Is this guilt and shame the price I pay

I hate myself for this weakness

I won't be chained to the earth