Hard bad feeling. Something inside me. 
I am feeling, sun is not shining. 
But what can I do?
Cold frost weather, soul is begetting
Ice. Not nice as I’d like to make it!
Why life is so [bad word]  

But smoke can lift me up! 
Where the clouds are niveous.
He can help us!
No, I don’t want to stop!
Just lose your drops.
Make your eyes watch clearer!

Let’s fight gravity, make it together!
Give me charity! Be happy forever!
And smoke a cigarette!
Want to break it! But how hard it is!
I can’t make it the way it squeezes.
I’m underdog of it!
So usual desire!
But don’t be upset of it!
You’re brains are foolish thing!
My heart is all on fire!
Give me gut! bit!
And let my trebles ring!

Just want to smoke! I want [bad word] 
I want to feel my crazy fun!
I want to dance with nicotine!
I want to jump, I want to spin!
Give me one more! I am not slave!
Never before I dug my grave!
Lungs crying hard feeling the death!
You see I start loosing my wealth!