Im so tired

Im tired and down, so who can take me higher?
I can not sleep, my soul is caught in fire..
Perishing soul, its deep and clean, but never light,
Dreams fly away, the [bad word] is close and tight

My soul is now defeated, so how can I be treated?
To break my own restrictions, to give you my additction

Time [bad word]  I`m doomed to hug the ground,
I can not realize this love in sounds
Wounded and hurt, I`m outcast and outlaw
Nothing to lose, now Im the only foe

My soul is now defeated, so how can I be treated?
To break my own addictions, to give you my restrictions...