In the nights of old I always wished
In the longest year that had me down
And I would freeze if you ever asked me
That was my way

[x2]
Confront the guilt and try to [bad word] 
Do not go away
I'm not there yet

 [bad word] ]
I can see fire
When I fall behind (fall behind)
When I give up
My thoughts redefined
How cold is the flame
Of our [bad word] future
How cold is the sun

The city lights fading still
 [bad word] sky so white
And I'm the dark of this our new day
This is my way

Find the one
This weight will hold me down
How cold is the sun

 [bad word]