You left me here beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real its hard to tell
Cos it was such a beautiful mess we had got into

Im gonna [bad word] this
Paper hearts can't win this time
And all along I should of known
This wasnt your dream it was mine
I knw you wanted me
To give up this life to be
Everything I had back when you had the hands my heart was in

I was never good at goodbye

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face

When we were starting out
You believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me
Its so much harder now
I wanna try and tell you how
There is so much love in me, even though its hard to see

And i was never good at goodbye

Can I swallow this bottle whole so this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottlw whole
Cos I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

Today I couldnt stay awake
Feels like im drowning in thsi firewater lake
I wont be sleeping much tonight
Its not the same without you lying by my side
Right beside me

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So this brain in my head can make more mistakes
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
Cos I'd rather be dead than make more mistakes

I know you wanted me to give up my life to be
(can i swallow this bottle whole?)
Everything I am when your'e the only thing my heart can see
(can i swallow this bottle whole?)
Im sorry but your not the, not the only one for me
So this brain in my head can forget your face