Today is Thursday, November 7, 2013 
And I'm fed up with doin' all of this business Hopsin Knock Madness [bad word]  man  [bad word] this rap game 

Hook: 
I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick, (so sick) 
It's like I don't know where my home is (home is) 
[bad word] gone, you can see it in my eyes 
I ain't even got to straight to [bad word] cry. 
So tell me if you can find me, where'd I go? 
Have you seen me? I don't know 
You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness 
And now I can't believe this is happening 
Where did I go? 

[Verse 1:] 
[bad word] feel gone, lost, ain't got no purpose 
Spent a year locked in churches 
Trying to jot the verses 
But I'm stuck with these rotten curses 
Every time I rap you can hear the pain burn through 
Cause I never had a real family to turn to 
I got [bad word] on my nerves 
To give me the urge 
To yell curse words but I'm really tryin' to learn to keep it all under control 
But I can't cause I'm stuck in a hole 
The devil tryin' to [bad word] with my soul 
Making me a slave to the game, taking away my joy isn't handing me a bucket of gold 
No! I don't want it no more 
Take these groupies, I ain't [bad word] your whores 
Imagine being fed when your stomache don't roar 
I wake up every morning and I rather cold war  [bad word] my life, [bad word] am I doin', man? 
Hopsin, you're the man, I love all your songs I'm like a really big fan 
Issues occurred and started back in high school when I used to get beat on 
Now I hide myself with contacts and the fame's a [bad word] I OD on 

Hook: 
I swear to God I'm feelin' so sick, (so sick) 
It's like I don't know where my home is (home is) 
[bad word] gone, you can see it in my eyes 
I ain't even got to straight to [bad word] cry 
So tell me if you can find me...where'd I go? 
Have you seen me? I don't know 
You see I used to think that my money would bring me happiness 
and now I can't believe this is happening 
Where did I go? 

[Outro:] 
This is not on my album 
I just made it today cause I just needed to vent, and talk 
Sittin' in this [bad word] basement, it's driving me crazy 
I'm weird now, I can honestly say that I'm [bad word] weird, I have changed 
But I didn't go Hollywood 
I don't know what the [bad word]  I don't know, man