I can't believe that what I fear is finally happening to me
    Make it hurt
    And point the finger at my insecurities
    Well I guess I just don't understand about [bad word] in your mind
    And I guess I just don't understand why this world seems so unkind
    
    Maybe, maybe just once, I could get [bad word]     Maybe, maybe just once, I could get [bad word] to me
    
    So once again the way you feel will never ever stay the same
    And I'm to blame
    I wonder just who made [bad word] up for this game
    Well I guess I just don't understand about what you want and what you need
    And I guess I just don't understand about why this is how it has to be
    
    Maybe, maybe just once, I could get [bad word]     Maybe, maybe just once, I could get [bad word] to me
    Oh
    
    "He sat down on this bed and he said, "Christ, what the [bad word] do you think this place is?".
     You know, he just couldn't believe it! And I said, "I don't know but it sure is something 
     different"
    
    So go ahead
    You say those thousand things you think you have to say
    Look at me
    And tell me love's not such a hard word anyway
    Well how can you count on me?
    I thought you realized for sure
    And how can you just believe?
    I thought I deserved a little more
    
    Maybe, maybe just once, I could get [bad word]     Maybe, maybe just once, I could get [bad word] to me
    Maybe, maybe just once, I could get [bad word]     Maybe, maybe just once, I could get [bad word] to me
    
    [bad word] to me
    [bad word] to me
    Oh God
    Oh, [bad word] to me
    [bad word] to me
    [bad word]     Oh God
    [bad word] to me