Day after day, recurring self-acting gestures
I can but feel this repetition and stand benumbed
I [bad word] away
My existence in dissolution
How could I break this steady cycle and rise to look into the light again?

I have been waiting for the day when I could sort it out
But nothing ever change
I wasting my own life
First end of [bad word]  I am going from zero to nothing
Second end of [bad word]  And [bad word] what I have sworn to never be

Time passes by in slow motion
Now I get why I have tried so hard
To keep on striving and change in someone else

Repeat [bad word] 
When there is no way out
All just [bad word] insignificant

I can’t breath
I can’t sleep
I dead?
No more faith
No more hopes
No more dreams

Repeat [bad word]