I don't wanna say goodbye
But sometimes things just don't go as wed like
All I wanna do is cry
Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

Farewell miss I know that you can care less
But I'm sorry for everything I was careless
But I need you to know that I love you so much
And I've been drinking myself to sleep my souls [bad word] couple more shots I know I'm gonna go nuts
I can't deal with the fact you left me with no [bad word] I was in love with you how could you do this to me
Actually I did this to myself, what a tragedy!
And now what do I do?
Where do I go?
Cuz everywhere I go I see your face
Its hard starting over
Trying to find another shoulder
To lean on
I feel like my whole life just got peed on
They say time heals but dammit I wanna stop time and feel this pain
As crazy as it sounds to me its sane
And I like it, why? cuz I feel like were still united
In some weird way I don't wanna fight it

I don't wanna say goodbye
But sometimes things just don't go as wed like
All I wanna do is cry
Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

I wrote you the other day and you didn't write back!
Its like that!? after all the [bad word] we been through!?
I can't believe you! I know I [bad word] up!
But look within you and find some love and stop being stuck up!
You keep sending me to voicemail!
I'm annoyed, [bad word] , [bad word] you coulda atleast sent a text
But your probably busy kissing someone elses lips
While I'm sitting here cleaning my shoes from this [bad word] 
You're hard headed a sharp headache
I need help call a medic
I just cut myself, yea I did it
Without you I'm nothing don't you get it!?
Everytime that I said I loved you I meant it!
You turn and tell me you hate me and regret that
We ever met, I cant believe you just said that
You're so cold you just hit me so low
I cant take this nomo so hit the road

I don't wanna say goodbye
But sometimes things just don't go as wed like
All I wanna do is cry
Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight

Some things just don't seem the way they do
One day you tell me I love you and only you
I wake up to find out it was a dream
You're telling you hate me, you're leaving me
People change everything changes
We go from best friends then [bad word] strangers
We go from seeing eachother everyday then
Farewell to never seeing your face again

I cant get you outta of my head
So I'm out of bed at 4 in the morning
Wishing I was dead
But for some odd reason I cant do it
For some reason I needed to write
Whats on my mind and whats going through it
Cuz if I don't ill prolly suffocate
Why do you have so much hate
Towards me you need some loving babe
God I [bad word] love you I hate myself
For falling in love with you
Just to find out all I did was trouble you
My heart is aching I'm medicated
I tried meditating
But nothing works I don't even feel sedated
I wish you could feel what I feel for one second
I wreckon you would jump out your window bare naked [bad word] humiliation, you do anything to get me back
Opinions wouldn't matter what they thought in fact
You would tell everyone to [bad word] themselves good
And do everything to have me if you could

I don't wanna say goodbye
But sometimes things just don't go as wed like
All I wanna do is cry
Say my farewells pack up and leave tonight