Looking back, 
I've made so many mistakes 
That I can't even look at 
Myself in the mirror 
I've lived in the moment, 
And fell to temptation 
I've lost everything 
To self deprivation 
And I wonder- 
 [bad word]  
Was it worth it? 
Or was it all waste of time? 
[You [bad word] from yesterday] 
There's nothing perfect 
In this broken paradise 
[In this world of misery] 
Just tryin to make it one more day 
Just tryin to make it one more day 

[Verse Two] 
So many years ago 
I promised myself 
That I wouldn't end up 
Right where I am 
There's no use holding on 
To what I can't change 
If I took a different road 
Would I still be the same? 
 [bad word]  
Was it worth it? 
Or was it all waste of time? 
[You [bad word] from yesterday] 
There's nothing perfect 
In this broken paradise 
[In this world of misery] 
Just tryin to make it one more day- 

[Bridge] 
With this conscience of mine 
Killing inside, 
I've lost myself 
And I can't deny 
It gets harder and harder 
With everyday that goes by 
And so I wonder? 
 [bad word]  
Was it worth it? 
Or was it all waste of time? 
[You [bad word] from yesterday] 
I guess nothings perfect 
In this broken paradise 
[In this world of misery] 
Just tryin to make it one more day 
Just tryin to make it one more day