you are both my sunshine and my rain
my dearest joy my anguish and my grail
i feel as though my heart's stabbed with pain

i know you disdain but still i feel
before my life turn desolate you broke my shield
i feel as though my heart's stabbed with pain

i know you [bad word] still i strain
to put my arms around you

other lives and loves call me in vain
i try to turn away from you and fail
my darling [bad word] back to me [bad word] back to me again