Man i hate how i live, i got no job. 
I got no crib, i feel so lost.
I wonder what i did, if it is my fault.
I gotta handle my biz, i just dont know where to start.

I gotta get on my [bad word]  i dont wanna be in the dark.
I should be living dreams, i should be living large.
I should be getting cream, i should be getting cars,
Gotta do my [bad word] thing, but this thing so [bad word] hard.

I feel so crazy, i feel so psycho.
Everyone keeps telling me its gonna be alright though.
Doing the same [bad word]  feel like im in a cycle.
I dont know where my brain is, man i cant even write no.

Im hoping that the kids look at me as a idol. 
Something like Eminem, something like Michael. 
Im not there yet, but its something to fight to.
Cause these [bad word] cant even go harder then i do.

So if i make it, then we all make it.
Get away from the [bad word]  cause we all hate it.  [bad word] [bad word] s in my face, they faking. [bad word] [bad word] in my way, cant wait its,

Time to get on, gotta be one of the greatest. 
So if i made it, its cause i never gave in. 
Dealing with the worst, kinda hard to stay patient. 
The pain kinda hurts, someone show me what fame is.

R.I.P. to the friends i lost.
R.I.P. to the friends thats frauds
Lifes too short, i live it up no choice.
Enjoy the little things, dont need no cost.

I dream chase, chase dreams i love.
Im a way better man, then the boy i was. 
I understand life way more, no [bad word] 
For the [bad word] s and [bad word] that went and stabbed my guts. 

I stand tall, keep my head up high.
and if i fall, cant say i didnt try.
Its not my fault, I've dealt with so many lies. 
I Didnt know its a crime, for me to break down and cry.

So much pain from the rain in my life.
So much craze in my veins from the ride.
I dont just say im insane for the light.
Im not tryna contain the fame for a night.

Dealing with the [bad word] path i chose.
These wacks, wanna laugh, at the facts i know.
been paranoid every i go.
Gotta watch my own back, cant sleep eyes closed.

Cant believe everything that my mind knows. 
Not what you want, i do what choose.
Going in for the win i dont got time to lose. 
So what if i sin, im still stronger then you. [bad word] im gone.

Said i know i made a couple mistakes, 
but, im still stronger then you. [bad word] im gone."