I'm so sorry that it turns out like this. I apologize, I leave. 
 Into the darkness of oblivion, striving to find the peace, to cleanse the soul. 
 So many times I've been searching for the way, tried to start it all anew, maybe I can't find the feeling that gives the sense of sacredness. 
 I curse you forever! 
 Enviers of another's happiness. 
 Here I am in front of you, I am a man, you don't know what sacredness is. 
 No need in the other's things, but I will not give mine, I wash my hands, I'm leaving! 
 I won't betray my conscience.