While worrying about my forgotten phone
The late night bus is so full it seems as if it might tip over

Though being packed together with so many people is [bad word] 
I’m able to stave off the cold
I sway as if lurching from side to side

I see a light on my answering machine as I enter my dark apartment
but though I hurriedly pulled off my shoes
there were no calls from him

I stop
I find myself again
and look back
I find myself again
I get past it
I find myself again
and return once more
I find myself again

I’m not too good at balancing things
So, ups and downs
So, ups and downs
Simply doing my best
Doesn’t seem enough

I’m not too good at balancing things
So, ups and downs
So, ups and downs
I wonder if I’ve always taken on too much at once

As if it’s a game I’ve grown used to playing
My footsteps resound with a click clack as I make my own way through the crowd

As [bad word] about one of my heels seems to bend
And I lurch 
As I check my heel 
I sway

Though I had intended on fixing my stance
I still can’t get it perfect
I need a place where I can fully draw out my strength

I stop
I find myself again
and look back
I find myself again
I get past it
I find myself again
and return once more
I find myself again

I’m not too good at balancing things
So, ups and downs
So, ups and downs
Simply doing my best
Doesn’t seem enough

I’m not too good at balancing things
So, ups and downs
So, ups and downs
I wonder if I’ve always taken on too much at once

Ah... I have to pick up my pace!
Ah... I have to pick up my pace!

Ah... I have to pick up my pace!
Ah... I have to pick up my pace!

Ah... I have to pick up my pace!
Ah... I have to pick up my pace!

I stop
I find myself again
and look back
I find myself again
I get past it
I find myself again
and return once more
I find myself again

I stop
I find myself again
and look back
I find myself again
I get past it
I find myself again
and return once more
I find myself again