It seems I had it all
Slowly returning to me now
I thought I saw myself
Within an instant I was gone
I feel I'm losing time and there is nothing I can do
Relinquish now
The grey takes hold
I see it all around me
This time I will lose everything I know

The patterns change at first
Reduced to nothing, not even a [bad word] and hide 
To save face I try and disguise 
The little faith that I had inside is gone
Until now I know that there is nothing  [bad word] and hide)
diminishing light