If I keep holding back I'm gunna lose this all
Oh no
How could we be part of the cure?
I'm not soft spoken about how I live
And I am everything that you never wanted
And could never touch with your hands and I am losing
I have lost.

My one vice is that I always say
That I'm ready but I meant it twice
My one vice is that the cure for me
Seems [bad word] few and far between me and my... 

Self-centered, severely egocentric point of view
I've grown accustomed to these words "I am not who I am"

Stop me if I do not stand a chance
Stop me if you do not think this is for me and I said