Jaded (исполнитель: Blood For Blood)
This is my rat race I'm alone and lost to this world Happiness is something I can't afford Thoughts of what could have been never entered my mind cause there's nothing there when I began I tried to fit in but failed Like a speeding train I've derailed I've gone down the useless path that's only heading for the sacred nowhere land Don't want to see you smile Jealousy and envy boils inside my head The pressures of life have tripled since I became a [bad word] man Don't feel whole inside I'm alone Better of if I had died I'm alone I raise my hands to the sky I'm alone And ask god why am I still alive Lady luck turned her back on me I'm alone Opportunity never knocked on my door I'm alone Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone Never needed anyone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I accept my destiny Being ignored has spurned in me Contempt for anyone that I see There's no cure for what I've got I've tried and fight but the pain is nonstop I'd isolate myself but necessity had locked me in It's like a [bad word] sin It's here where I belong and where I've always been Don't feel whole inside I'm alone Better of if I had died I'm alone I raise my hands to the sky I'm alone And ask god why am I still alive Lady luck turned her back on me I'm alone Opportunity never knocked on my door I'm alone Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone Never needed anyone I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone I accept my destiny Noone is real and nobody is too sure I have betrayed so many times before Friend and family will stop you when your hot There's noone you can turn when your world is falling apart