i heard you noticed every day
while i've been here beside myself
how your bedroom smells just like me
and that you've found somebody else
but there's a letter that i wrote you
just on the back of your top shelf
in case you think the things i've told you
you won't hear from someone else
it sucks so bad the things i feel
when it's just us inside the dark
about the things i'd like to think
while you lay so close to my heart
and i can't seem to find the words i mean
so i try to hold my tongue
while i lay wide awake and restless
if you should read it, it says

go to [bad word] if you're reading this then i'm not here
take your someone else
and let me make this crystal clear that
that i don't need your help
and i'm okay by myself
you can go to [bad word] and they say you tell them every day
how you can feel the way i feel
how we connected by the heart
and you're convinced it's something real
well, if that's [bad word]  i hope you're smiling
like i am from ear to ear
and just in case you think i'm lying
i've left a page to make it clear
that now i hope and hope and scream to the whole world
i finally left, so if you hear me out of breath
i'm singing

go to [bad word] if you're reading this then i'm not here
take your someone else
and let me make this crystal clear that
that i don't need your help
and i'm okay by myself
you can go to [bad word] i feel it's time that i have said
there are some things that i regret
i'd never chicken out
be ours against this bed
cause i would bet my favorite things i'd ever own
that you would leave and i'd be missing you like [bad word] but i won't

go to [bad word] if you're reading this then i'm not here
take your somebody else
and let me make this crystal clear that
that i don't need your help
and i'm okay by myself
you can go to [bad word] yeah, you can
yeah, you can, you can

go to [bad word] if you're reading this then i'm not here
take your somebody else
and let me make this crystal clear that
that i don't need your help
and i'm okay by myself
you can go to [bad word] oh, you can go to [bad word] you make sure you take someone else
oh, you know, you can, yeah, you can
go to [bad word]