"As I Die"

My hands in the open wound
The knife clutches near
The blood of my veins spread out
My flesh [bad word] soiled

This desperate act of loss
The pain of knowing why
My mind slips into a blur [bad word] questions... as I die

Forever in search of the [bad word] I find myself puzzled

Don't you feel the urge
The passionate flow
The endless collision
Of purity and evil

Since we're of the flesh
We are to realize
That mankind must end
If purity will prevail

Forever in search of the [bad word] I find myself puzzled
... as I die

Don't you feel the urge
The passionate flow
The endless collision
Of purity and evil

Since we're of the flesh
We are to realize
That mankind must end
If purity will prevail

Death is my goal / Death, set me free
In my living [bad word]  I can no longer be
Please bring me back home
Where I can be free