[Verse 1]
The thoughts all cloudy
 In the marijuana sky, but it started raining molly
It got me feeling sorry while I'm feeling on myself
Cause I don't know this [bad word] name but I'm feeling on her breast

I know it ain't right, but in this state I don't care
whole week done went past, I don't go nowhere
 Hotel rooms [bad word] pills and menus
Daughter sending me messages saying "Daddy, I miss you"

 But in this condition I don't think she need to see me
 Ain't slept in four days, and I'm smelling like seaweed
Problems in my past haunt my future and the present
Escaping from reality got me missing my blessings

Sent a couple G's, but that make it no better
And now I got habits that ain't getting no better
And it ain't that easy trying to get all together
Been stressing so long think depression done settled

[Hook]
It's time for me to clean it up
 I came to far to [bad word] it up like

[Verse 2]
Pops left mom when I was only 18
 So rightfully that meant I had to be the man of things
 And by 28, mom was [bad word] near homeless
 And now I'm 31 she 'bout to [bad word] cop her own [bad word] 

Triple beam dreams brought me nothing but nightmares
Thought that I was helping but the system don't fight fair
Cases had me locked up, mama always wrote me
 Pops my only visit, they the only ones that loved me

That's why I feel bad, popping Givenchy tags
 Knowing that this tee could feed my nephew for a week
For material I'm weak, acting like I don't care
I spend it all on clothes, then something is wrong there

 I sent my mom some G's, but that makes it no better
 Cause now I got habits that ain't getting no better
And it ain't that easy trying to get all together
Been stressing so long think depression done settled

[Hook]