This is the story that's never was there.

This story is forever in my memory.
I will write everything on paper. to let everyone know why.
I created a new world, I gave it to you,
In it you will see all the things you were looking for.

It cost me all that I had.
I don't know if it's right.

Listen ... Do you hear me? my heart is still beating.
So I'm still alive. look at the sky.

I draw your name.
I did it for you. Maybe you don't know.
I'm sorry if you already don't have me, you knew.
Everything up to the last particles of myself I gave you.

This isn't the world and not an area in which the [bad word] 
You are sentimental!! I devoted myself to only one person.
Listen ... Do you hear me? my heart is still beating.
So I'm still alive. look at the sky. 

This is not the world, and not an area in which the [bad word] 
You are sentimental!! I devoted myself to only one person.
Look ... you can still hear me? My heart still beats ... I suppose.
So maybe I'm still alive. look at the sky. 

her name is drawn by  me.