i walked outside my door 
to find what i'm looking for 
a line a phrase a single word 
one [bad word] that will help me stand 

wish 
i 
could 
fly 
 [bad word] races in my head 
smoke's thick my eyes are bright red  [bad word] races in my head 
smoke's thick my eyes are bright red 

i stepped outside my door to recollect and think once more 
a thought an itch a single twitch 
one [bad word] that will help me stand 
i have lost my head

wish 
i 
could 
fly 
 [bad word] races in my head 
smoke's thick my eyes are bright red  [bad word] races in my head 
smoke's thick my eyes are bright red