I can't remember anything
 Can't tell if this is [bad word] or dream
 Deep down inside I feel to scream
 This terrible silence stops me

 Now what the war is through with me
 I'm waking up , I cannot see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now

 Hold my breath as I wish for death
 Oh please God , wake me

Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live

Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God , wake me
Now the world is gone , I'm just one
Oh God , help me hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh , please God help me

Darkness imprisoning me
                       all that I see
                       absolute horror
                       I cannot live
                       I cannot die
                       trapped in myself
                       body my holding cell

Landmine has taken my sight
                       taken my speech
                       taken my hearing
                       taken my arms
                       taken my legs
                       taken my soul
                       left me with life in [bad word]