walking down the street and i wanna kill everyone i see  [bad word] i don't like anyone that i meet? 
and despite my antipathy i am longing to be someone better 
in my heart is a violence that i cannot dispel 
i've lost my mind i'm losing you it's just as well 
i'm gonna throw on these old jeans i'm gonna head out on the street 
i'm gonna dream up a new dream and i'm gonna dance to a brand new beat 
i'm gonna find a new desire then i'm gonna set this town on fire 
i'm wearing a smile and it's fake but right now it has to be 
cause i know that love is the only thing that's gonna save me 
i'm gonna try