In the dark I could utter a scream
Mighty Lord Oh have mercy on me
From a pain that burns within
From a torture set me free.
Loosing sanity from my pain
As ridiculous as it sounds
I was looking for words to say
Yet I spoke not a single noun...

Though it happened no long ago,
I can feel that in vain I pled,
That in vain I have prayed the Lord,
That in vain all my tears were shed...
There's no point in telling the [bad word] There's no point in intentional lie
Silence is the unquestioned proof
Just the numb can my secrets hide.

For emotions of love and woe
I could hardly a symbol find.
Care not- for it's not for you.
All these love and woes are but mine...
And as broken as I then was
I let vices inside my soul
And in silence I toiled for worse
For the verses to kill and maul.

Pride and passion are sins of mine
Solitude expiates these sins
Rage is helpless but would not die
And my vanity is akin.
My dull whisper is buried here
In the midst of an inane hum.
Songs they dare not wander near
As by birth I'm forever numb.

No more to say...