[bad word] when you gravitate towards yourself.
On the other hand it's hard to talk to anyone else.
You can't help-can't help where your mind goes.
So lets' harvest on the moon with the autumn snow.
'Cause I've never never had so much to gain and threw it all away.
And if I ever ever had the chance again I'd probably do the same.
Singing ooooh I've only let you down.
Singing ooooh I've left you the crown.
Open up open up to see you're, see you're face,
Whatching yourself in your dreams like wide awake. 
Hoping hoping you'll return my calls.
Convince myself on my health that it's not my fault. 
'Cause I've never never had so much to gain and threw it all away. 
And if I ever ever had the chance again I'd probably do the same.
Singing ooh I've only let you down.
Singing ooh I've left you the crown.

Ahhhhh... 
Ooooh....
Ahhhhh...
Ooooohh...

No one ever had so much to gain or so much to lose.
No one ever had so much to gain or so much to lose.
No one ever had so much to gain or so much to lose.

If I ever had If I ever had if I ever had another...

See I've never never had so much to gain and threw it all away.
And if I ever ever had a chance again I'd probably do the same.
Singing ooooh I've only let you down.
Singing ooooh I've left you the crown.

See I've never never had so much to gain or had so much to lose.
And if I ever ever get past the shame and get through the [bad word] 
Singing oooh I'll never let you down.
Singing oooh I never left the crown.