Aishi (Kanashi) (исполнитель: RADWIMPS)
If we could always remember How it feels to love someone Hurtful words Would have [bad word] to be Either full or withered Our hearts are always Pushing someone away, pulling them close Again, putting all the blame on the moment Blurring away the faces of the ones we hurt We search again for love We are only kind because we want to be loved Acting without shame For that's what I believed humans are Your words of love sounded Like a crying whisper Somehow I knew that one day your heart Will be [bad word] to itself You're so kind to others that I can't help but Want you to care more about yourself Do you have enough heart left in you for yourself? Don't look at me, it's my heart I'll use it for myself How can you love someone like me? Your eyes would only shed tears Each time I lied for myself God knew this All of this would happen this way And so he made your eyes all the bigger There he watched me, knowing it That I'd always love myself More than anyone, anything Even though you knew, even though you knew You would tell me, the selfish me That you loved me More than anyone, more than anything You did that without even realizing That was Called kindness I wonder how much your heart your unselfish heart Could love yourself I wonder how much I Who you were always too kind to Could love "someone" else Words were always Trying to reflect who the speaker is God, why did you make Words this close? My heart always kept quiet Hiding behind my words God, why did you make a [bad word] so deep? If my heart and words were to overlap, Were to [bad word] one Then many of these sad lies I gave you Would have been a gentler color (I was here to tell you why) It's the same for all Everyone has "someone" just for them (You were here to tell me why) Then why don't I Exist for my "someone"? Oh I know, this must be so you like yourself for "Having someone you love more than yourself" I can say now that I like the current me "The me who loves you more than myself" The tear that people shed for another THAT is love's [bad word] testimony You're the one who taught me that The heart you created can now say "For someone else, that's for myself as well" And that's the way We should live That's what people do I won't call that An act of kindness anymore The heart you always had For others Has probably loved you too I wonder if I'll be able to love too Learn to be like you I wonder how many "someones" I can love You cried, you really did cry As your heart screamed "cry" I pray and hope You won't hate me You loved me, you loved people so much So that your heart almost withered So I'll love your portion Love for you, until I wither Your words of love sounded Like a crying whisper You always knew someday a heart Would save someone