Change my attempt good intentions

Crouched over
You were not there 
Living in fear
But signs were not really that scarce 
Obvious tears
But I will not 
Hide you through this 
I want you to help 
And please see 
The bleeding heart perched on my shirt 

Die, withdraw 
Hide in cold sweat
Quivering lips 
Ignore remorse
Naming a kid, living wasteland 
This time you've tried 
All that you can turning you red

Change my attempt good intentions 
Should I, could I 
Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I

Crowned hopeless
The article read living wasteland
This time you've tried 
All that you can turning you red 
but I will not 
Hide you through this 
I want you to help

Change my attempt good intentions 
Should I, could I 

Here we are with your obsession
Should I, could I

Heave the silver hollow sliver 
Piercing through another victim 
Turn and tremble be judgmental 
Ignorant to all the symbols
Blind the face with beauty paste 
Eventually you'll one day know 

Change my attempt good intentions 
Limbs tied, skin tight
Self inflicted his perdition

Should I, could I
Change my attempt good intentions
Should I, could I
Should I, could I