In this mud of lies I crawl 
Emptiness is burning me
Blind hatred
Drives me to extremes 

Thorns of lies
Pierce my mind
The bitter [bad word] 
Is all I find Black is all see
Within these waes of pain
If i can't fing myself
I'm better off dead 

I can't forgive
Once given [bad word] turns to dissust 

I'm lost in misery
I'm deep into pain
 [bad word] and anger
To the bone it eats
Hate is all I feel 

I can't forget
The wounds of betrayal still
Bleeding fresh