hey everything, [bad word] you

i hate everything you do to me
                       
i despise every lie [bad word] to believe
                                   
and i hate every evil thing that i see

this juxtaposition of good and bad
remind me of the best and the worst dreams i've had
i'm either to happy or [bad word] sad
and i can't keep up with that

and my job what a shame
just a mountain of death filling up my brain
i'm always tied to the tracks of the train
desperately afraid of going insane 

                                
and i'd like to take advantage of a flock of wild birds
                                
to make to make my escape from this planet
                                
and i'd like to take advantage of a flock of wild birds
                                                
to make to make my escape from this planet, from this planet

              
christ almighty i've been thirsty

i'm forever fat and ugly
                 
stumbling bumbling [bad word] stubbly

faces will always be hungry
                        
and i don't know if i'm capable of helping anyone
                                                 
i'm at the mercy of emotions of my better friends, my better friends

                                
and i'd like to take advantage of a flock of wild birds
                                
to make to make my escape from this planet
                                
and i'd like to take advantage of a flock of wild birds
                                                
to make to make my escape from this planet, from this planet