I'm saving my [bad word] in a jar
  This depression has gone too far
  I'm lying here in bed
  i alive or am i dead
  
  I'm questioning my sanity
  
  The paint chips are kicking in
  Desperation bubbles my skin
  There's stuff crawling on the floor
  Crackers with black books knocking at my door
  
  The tv's talking to me
  I'm questioning my sanity
  
  Everybody have a breakdown!
  
  I haven't changed my clothes in weeks
  I'm wallowing in my own stink
  My [bad word] is sore from lying in bed
  i alive or am i dead?


ееее.... it's me!