Pray for me. Pray for my soul beyond redemption.
Pray for my [bad word] soaked heart, for the hands that
mould my life so shallow.

So shallow
Painted, smiling face
So hollow

Self inflicted pain
Noisome [bad word] cut me and bleed me dry.

Rape me. Rape my mind. Rape what's left of me.
Repulsive abuse yet filled with such desire.

Desire
Painted, smiling face
Such desire

Now watch me fall from grace.
Gagged, violated, forgotten.
Now watch me fall from grace.
My psyche ripped and torn.

Infested - my soul burns.
Abandoned - my mind churns.
Human debris, twitching violently.
I carry hate in every vein, my psyche ripped and torn.