I cry alone
Cry...Nobody notices it
I'm lonely eternally
I can live only here
I look up at the sea
But I see nothing
I swam to upper
But, I cannot live there

I hate myself...and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the [bad word] [bad word] in the [bad word] I hate myself...and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the [bad word] [bad word] in the [bad word] 
I don't know my figure
Because, I see nothing
Can you see my figure?
How can you see me?
I mind it...
I beautiful
I very ugly?
Surely I'm awfully ugly

I hate myself...and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the [bad word] [bad word] in the [bad word] I hate myself...and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the [bad word] [bad word] in the [bad word] 
kono shihai o [bad word] yami  hikari no hate
  naita kako de sae  mienu kimi no sugata
kono mirai o [bad word] yami  hikari wa hate
  [bad word] kotae  kuukyo ni ukabu risou wa

I miss you...
kono yami ni kie

I hate myself...and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the [bad word] [bad word] in the [bad word] I hate myself...and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the [bad word] [bad word] in the [bad word] I hate myself...and have to die
I can't suicide suck in the [bad word] [bad word] in the [bad word] I hate myself...and have to die
I don't undertsand even a living meaning

kono shihai o [bad word] yami  hikari no hate
  naita kono chi sae  todokanu omoi de [bad word] kono mirai o [bad word] yami  hikari wa hate
  [bad word] omoi  risou wa kono mi to obore

naite...