Ore no me no mae tada [bad word] 
kono futatsu no [bad word] kawa
hageshii nagare wa senaka wo osu
ima hikigane hiku youni to
aa misesarete
ochite yukou ka?
naraku no kawa e

unmei wo [bad word] no wa
jibun no kokoro tatta hitotsu
hikikaesu basho nado nai sa
kono yo no doko ni mo
migi-te ni wa dakuryuu ga
hidari ni aoki mizu ga [bad word] 
hito wa minna hitotsu no kawa shika
watare wa shinai
 [bad word] koto naku

tsumi wo seotte koko ni tatsu yo
mi wo [bad word] sube mo naku
kako no bourei kienai to [bad word] mo
mada mirai wa te no naka ni
aa juukou wo [bad word] beki wa
onore no yowasa

mae wo miyou hateshinai
 [bad word] kanata [bad word] asahi
dare yori mo kono jibun sou uragirenu nara
migi-te ni wa zetsubou ga
hidari ni tooku [bad word] kibou
hito ga minna tomarenai nara
tada susumiikou
ano hikari e to

unmei wo [bad word] no wa
jibun no kokoro tatta hitotsu
hikikaesu basho nado nai sa
kono yo no doko ni mo
migite ni wa dakuryuu ga
hidari ni aoki mizu ga [bad word] 
hito ga minna hitotsu no kawa shika
watarenu no nara
tada hikari e to
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Flowing before my eyes are these two, deep rivers
the violent flow presses hard against my back
as if pressuring me to pull the trigger now
ah, shall i let myself be seduced 
into falling into its waters?
and be swallowed up by [bad word] #39;s river
that which decides destiny
iis nothing else but one's heart
there is no place where i can turn back
nowhere in this world
at my right hand flows the muddy waters
at my left, they stream clear blue
everyone can only cross
one river it does not stop
I stand here, bearing the weight of my sins
with no means by which to cleanse myself of them
even if the specters of the past will never stop haunting me
the future is still in my hands
ah, that at which i should be pointing my gun
is my own weakness
eyes forward; look towards that unending
distant expanse, where the morning sun rises
because if there's even one person i can't betray, it would be myself
in my right hand is despair
in my left is that distant, wavering hope
if we can't ever stop moving
then i'll have to keep going forward
towards that light
that which decides destiny
is nothing else but one's heart
there is no place where i can turn back
nowhere in this world
in my right hand is the muddy flow
in my left, stream clear blue waters
if no matter who you are, you can only cross
one river
then i choose to go towards the light