Мои ненавистные девятнадцать

Ты оставляешь яд на губах моих, когда приходишь ко мне.
Твой поцелуй заставляет моё тело таять от любви.
Мои ненавистные девятнадцать лет.
Мои ненавистные девятнадцать.
Твоё сердце прекрасно, не взирая на раны твои.
Почему ты целуешь меня, если я никто для тебя?
Мои ненавистные девятнадцать лет.
Мои ненавистные девятнадцать.
Но-но-но как чёрная бабочка
Не могу я взлететь на крыльях своих.
Не го-го-говори что это нелепо.
Эта жизнь прекрасна.
Она прекрасна.
Как-как-как чёрная бабочка.
Как чёрная бабочка.

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 [bad word] ni doku wo nutte boku no heya ni kita deshou?
Anata no kisu de mou karada mo nou mo toketeshimai sou
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai

Hakike ga [bad word] kurai anata no kokoro utsukushii no ni
Nani hitotsu dekinai boku ni [bad word] [bad word] [bad word] no?
Daikirai na hibi juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na kao juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni hokorashii hane de tobitai
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de sonna jinsei ga ii no, ii no...
 [bad word] tamashii dake wo tori no sogu no ga murinara
Dochira ni [bad word] sore wo mirai to [bad word] no deshou
Chuu burarin na yume juu-kyuu-sai
Chuu burarin na uso juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
Ku ku ku kubukurin nai [bad word] hon no isshun de ii no, ii no...

Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai
Daikirai na boku juu-kyuu-sai

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni hokorashii hane de tobitai
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de sonna jinsei ga ii no

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
Ku ku ku kubukurin nai [bad word] hon no isshun de ii no, ii no...

Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de
Ku ku ku kuro ageha chou no you ni
Ku ku ku kudaranai-tte iwanai de

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Age 19

You applied poison to your lips and came into my room, right?
With your kiss, my body and mind seem to be melting already
The me who I really hate when I'm at age 19
The me who I really hate when I'm at age 19

Even when your heart is so beautiful that it nauseates me
Why do you kiss me, when I can't even do a thing?
The days that I really hate when I'm at age 19
The face that I really hate when I'm at age 19

L-L-L Like a black swallowtail butterfly, I want to fly with my proud wings
P-P-P Please don't say, "It's stupid"; such a life is okay, is okay...

If it's impossible to remove my soiled soul only
Then to where I walk can I call that my future?
The dream suspended in midair when I'm at age 19
The lie suspended in midair when I'm at age 19

I-I-I I'll [bad word] a black swallowtail butterfly; I want to be loved by everyone
E-E-Even if I'm not almost there, just an instant is okay, is okay...

The me who I really hate when I'm at age 19
The me who I really hate when I'm at age 19

L-L-L Like a black swallowtail butterfly, I want to fly with my proud wings
P-P-P Please don't say "It's stupid"; such a life is okay, is okay...
I-I-I I'll [bad word] a black swallowtail butterfly; I want to be loved by everyone
E-E-Even if I'm not almost there, just an instant is okay, is okay...

L-L-L Like a black swallowtail butterfly
P-P-P Please don't say, "It's stupid"
L-L-L Like a black swallowtail butterfly
P-P-P Please don't say, "It's stupid"