See this through my eyes 

I don't know where to start 
I don't know what to think 
You know if I could go back, I'd f**king change some things 
With the hard times worn and read to death 
I guess it all depends how and when it ends 
I'm caving, I'm caving in 
 [bad word]  
Hard times eaten away 
At each heartache 
Takes a piece of my soul 
And it's more than I can take 
Time's taking its toll 
From my mistakes 
There's nothing left of me 
And now I am 
Hopeless 

I'm feeling a hold and it's taking its toll 
So sad to see but in this story I fold 
Such a golden boy now tainted and tortured 
But what you sold affected our misfortune for the price we paid 
Selling our souls 
Surprised if you left any skin on the bone 
Take it from me 
It can't get worse 
All I f**king know is the pain and the hurt 
 [bad word]  
Hard times eaten away 
At each heartache 
Takes a piece of my soul 
And it's more than I can take 
Time's taking its toll 
From my mistakes 
There's nothing left of me 
And now I am 
I am 
I am 

Fractured now and barely breathing
Lessons learned I'm empty beaten [bad word] within from all this weight 
Finding it hard, no hope no faith 
Fractured now and barely breathing
Lessons learned I'm empty, beaten 
Seize the day that you were saved 
The deeds are done now I am hate 
Now I am hate 
Now I am hate 
Now I am hate 
Now I am hate 
 [bad word]  
Hard times eaten away 
At each heartache 
Takes a piece of my soul 
And it's more than I can take 
Time's taking its toll 
From my mistakes 
There's nothing left of me 
And now I am 
 [bad word]  
Hard times eaten away 
At each heartache 
Takes a piece of my soul 
And it's more than I can take 
Time's taking its toll 
From my mistakes 
There's nothing left of me 
And now I am hate.