Can't do it like everyone does
Can't love it like everyone loves it
I am so far away from it
I am so afraid to try again with it

Can't feel it like everyone feels it
Can't see it - can't talk about it
But I still dream about it
I am afraid I could never get back to it [bad word] close your eyes
Touch my skin
Make me free
I want to see
How it would be
If I, If I  could feel free

I remember the time before
everything was open, every door
the boundless freedom at every season
Don't know if that's the reason [bad word] close your eyes
Touch my skin
Make me free
I want to see
How it would be
If I, If I  could feel free

I am so far away from it
I am afraid I could never get back to it

Hold me, Hold me
You told me that you want to love me
Hold me, Kill me
Kill me now