I have no motivation to carry on 
I force my conversations 
a connoisseur of faking smiles 
keeping distance from the people that misjudge me 
I keep distance from everybody 

I wish I could be a naive child again 
the weight of the world didn't [bad word] me then 
I accepted life 
no, I [bad word] it 
but I've grown up 

I've opened my eyes 
[I see no light, no savoir] 
I've accepted my fate 
[I'm not afraid] 

cut the thread!