[bad word] nails in my flesh 
paint thinner on my breath 
shards of glass in my teeth 
barbed wire around my neck 
black widows in my bed 
methods to induce sleep 

I amputated my arms 
but they grew back just to spite me 
you decapitated my head 
but were surprised to see it smirking 
I sewed my heart to my sleeve 
so you could watch it beating 
you held it in your palm 
and [bad word] it without blinking 

I'm not sure which one of us is the monster 

lets play a game called 'how over dramatic and self-loathing can I [bad word] be?' 
we're both waiting for me to die 
and last night I saw a shooting star 
can you guess on what I wished for? 
how long will it take to replace me? 
forget my face, erase me 
exorcise those memories 
slit the throat of our history 
you can do anything that you want 
just don't pretend to miss me when I'm gone