-kaj-
i all alone
i look for somebody
in the dark
i all alone
no one hear me
no one see me
i feel my self so lonely
i just want to find some one 
who under stand me
who look like me and think like me
in my obscure world
my~ world ~
so predictable
so uninspired
i need someone who
bring some new
so i create a doll
i give to her
some my memoirs
some my ideas...
she is perfect
but there is a flaw
she did not answer me
but i never left my hope...
my dear Gerda, why
you isn't alive
i just want to hear your voice
because...
i all alone
-gerda-
i awake in the very strange plase
this room was dark
and someone cry here
that was a man, he called somebody
with the name Gerda
he just pray to hear her
and i don't know what for
so [bad word] up
and touch his shoulder
and ask 'what's going on?'
whats going on...
he look like mad
and only waved, saying
"you just a dream, 
because there no one in my world."
but...
he raised his head
and looked at me strangely
and said...

'But I waited so long that I believe in you'