I'm keeping my mind open
to the possibilities of today
Not trying to look back or into the future 
I am living in this present state.

So familiar are the pressures 
that forever I've been tethered
I try to untangle them everyday

Some live and they learn
Others crash and burn
I think I fall somewhere in between.

this is a war and it's
starting to get ugly
here on the frontlines

no there is nothing
that ever could have
prepared me for this bloody
attacks of the worst kind 

so many tension
of purely of my own invention
and to (waiting)
now it's gonna take some time

i can't to exept
but no one is exempt
it's like (for) death 
and I wanna be alive

I have been burned but I am not discouraged,
I'm just waiting for fate's arrival.
Every time that I fell and with every mistake, 
I learn a little more about survival. (x3)