i cannot find a way to describe it
its there inside
all i do is hide
i wish that it would just go away
what would you do
you do if you knew
what would you do
 [bad word] 
all the pain
i thought i knew
all the thoughts lead back to you
back to what
was never said
back and forth
inside my head
i cant handle this confusion
im [bad word] and take me away

i feel like im all alone
all by myself i need to get around this
my words are cold
i dont want them to hurt you
if i show you
i dont think you'd understand
'cause no one understands
 [bad word] 
im going nowhere on and on and
im getting nowhere on and on and on
im going nowhere on and on and off
and on and off and on
 [bad word] 
take me away
break me away
take me away