I want to be [bad word] 
But I can't, I am numb
I want to see what's [bad word] 
Close my eyes, bite my tongue

If you believe in me
I'll try not to die
If work keeps me living, it's got to start giving
Me life, not just strife

I'm so tired of living here
I'm so tired of giving here
I'm so tired of living here
I'm so tired of giving here

I want [bad word] and be free
But I can't, I'm so weak, yea
I want to hold you again
In my arms, my old friend

I have just one more chance to feel
What is real
I can't keep on going, I feel my mind slowing
My heart's torn apart

I'm so tired of living here
I'm so tired of giving here
I'm so tired of living here
I'm so tired of giving here

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