Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I can do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cuz from the infinite words I can say I
Put all pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize instead of setting it free I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

All these things I could not say,
Made me so much more afraid.
Just too scared of what I'd find,
To look behind, to look behind.

Hearing your name the [bad word] back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you n' every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew as they escaped away
I [bad word] myself to em n' everyday
I regret saying those things cuz now I see that I
Took what I hated and made it a part of me

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

All these things I could not say,
Made me so much more afraid.
Just too scared of what I'd find,
To look behind, to look behind.

(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)
(Never goes away)

No, no, no, no, no, no...
NOOOOO!
NO TURNING BACK!
NOOOOO!
NO TURNING BACK!
NOOOOO!
NO TURNING BACK!
NOOOOO!
NO TURNING BACK!

All these things I could not say,
Made me so much more afraid.
Just too scared of what I'd find,
To look behind.

All of these things I could not say,
Made me so much more afraid.
Just too scared of what I'd find,
To look behind, CAN'T LOOK BEHIND!