Behind Those Words [Alex Geringas/Jade Ell]

It's a beautiful intent - the way that we aim
For the impossible, not sensational if we fail.
And never pretend 'bout a single thing
I'm the first to admit
Just can't make it fit always, no...

Wish I would shut my mouth,
Why did I say it loud?
Hear me out - it wasn't me behind those words,
Behind those words...

I don't recognize myself at times
I lose touch with who we really are
Drop the guard
Shouldn't be that hard
But I badly need back-up
I hope to say "I'm sorry" - but how? you're up... yeah

Wish I would shut my mouth,
Why did I say it loud?
Hear me out - it wasn't me behind those words.
Sometimes I fall away from the [bad word] 
Believe me,
Didn't think I could say something like that to you -
It wasn't me behind those words, hm...
It wasn't me behind those words...

There's a different story you never will hear
I hope that somewhere (I) get to show you my side
And the whole picture
And did I ever mention, please forget what I said now,
Don't mind those words!

Honestly, I didn't mean anything -
It wasn't me behind those words
Sometimes I fall away from the [bad word] 
Believe me,
Didn't think I could say something like that to you -
It wasn't me behind those words...
It wasn't me behind those words...