Ill Mind Of Hopsin 7 (исполнитель: Hopsin)
It’s us, find power Live life, mind power It’s us, find power Life live, mind power [Verse] Yo, [bad word] anybody I might alarm Life is a tour, I sit and ride along Taking some notes and then I write the song I’m staring down the road my life has gone Is this where I belong? Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong? My mental state is [bad word] me up And I pry the problem while asking you for some answers But we don’t have that type of bond That my desires gone with the way that I’ve been living lately If I died right now, you’d turn the fire on Sick of this [bad word] niggas call me a sellout Cause I hopped on Christianity so strongly then I fell out Now I’m avoiding questions like a scared dog with his tail down Feeling so [bad word] humiliated because they looking at me like I’m hellbound What story should I tell now? I’ll just expose the [bad word] I'm so close to the [bad word] edge, I should be close to you But who the [bad word] are You? You never showed the proof And I’m only [bad word] human yo, what am I supposed to do? There’s way too many religions with vivid descriptions Begging all [bad word] men and women to listen I can’t even beat my [bad word] without getting convicted These ain’t wicked decisions, I got different intentions I been itching to get it, I’ve been given assistance But the whole [bad word] system is twisted Now I’m dealing with this backlash because Marcus isn't a Christian And I’ve been told that my sinful life is an addiction But I can’t buy it, it’s just too hard to stand beside it I need an answer and humans can’t provide it I look at the Earth and Sun and I can tell a genius man designed it It’s [bad word] mind blowing, I can’t deny it Is heaven real? Is it fake? Is it really how I fantasize it? Where’s the Holy Ghost at? How long it take Man to find it? My mind’s a nonstop tape playing and I can’t rewind it You gave me a Bible and expect me not to analyze it I’m [bad word] and you provoked it I’m not reading that [bad word] book because a human wrote it I have a [bad word] brain, you should know it You gave it to me to think to avoid every useless moment It was a mission that I had to abort Cause humans be lying with such an inaccurate source It’s gon’ be hard to put me back on the course Next Jehovah’s Witness [bad word] on my porch, I swear I’m slammin’ the door lot of folks believe it though, but I’m not surprised Humans are [bad word] dumb, still thinkin’ that Pac’s alive I ain’t trying to take your legacy and torch it down I’m just saying: I ain’t heard [bad word] from the horse’s mouth Just sheep always telling stories of older guys Who were notarized by you when you finally vocalized Now I’m supposed to bow my head and close my eyes And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise, sound’s like a [bad word] Poltergeist Show yourself and then boom it's done [bad word] s gone, I no longer doubt this [bad word] you’re the One I’ll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun And all my old habits can hop onto of a roof to plunge I’ll donate to a charity that could use the funds [bad word] the club, instead of [bad word] I’d hang with a group of nuns And everyone that I ran into would know what I came to do I wouldn't take a step unless it was in the name of You I hate the fact that I have to believe You haven’t been chatting with me like you did Adam and Eve And I ain’t seen no [bad word] talking snake unravel from the trees With an apple for Eve, that [bad word] never happens to me I don’t know if you do or don’t exist, [bad word] is driving me crazy Send your condolences, this is me reaching to you so don’t forget If [bad word] is [bad word] your pit of fire and I get thrown in it I’mma probably regret the fact that I ever wrote this [bad word] My gut feeling says it’s all fake, I hate to say it but [bad word] it, I done lost faith This isn’t a small phase, my perspective’s all changed My thoughts just keep picking [bad word] apart all day And in my mind I make perf